Xiiao Koek ~ Mada Mada Dane;;

Friday, June 29, 2007

Here is another post right after i came home...

Today's paper is quite easy for me... So i finished my paper in 45mins... Then right after my test, i go out with one of my classmates to causeway point to wait for his gf to go and watch movie together... But his gf is taking such a long time... I finished my games in the arcade and even stay there for around 45mins... His gf still haven't reached yet... Then i got no choice but to wait for her to come...

Then at last when she arrive we manage to watch the movie... The movie we watch is call Transformers... Might sound like childish but then after i watched it, i find it that the graphics they have done is so nice... Then after watched finished, we head down to yishun for my friend to send his gf for work as well as for us to play pool ... And i lose 4 straight rounds to my friend... i don't even know what i am doing today... Juz feel boring when i see other people have a gf by their side and i feel left out... But its alright, i am used to it le...

Shall post again tomorrow ba... today there isn't much things for me to write anymore... I shall take my rest too le...

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

8:27 pm

Its now 3:38am and i'm not sleeping yet...

cause i'm studying for my test later on at 8:30am... Then i didn't post for ytd is because i'm outside and reach home quite late and my sis is using the computer so i can't post...

And my girlfriend & I have break up... She ask for the break de... Although it hurts, but then i won't let this feelings stays continuously... Cause there are other things in life which i am also pursuiting for... Relationship is jux a part of my life... I can't put it too much in my life... But at the same time, i wish that there will be some girls who can show care and concern to me... I'm a human after all... No matter how strong i might seem to be, i still need someone care and concern... And i'm always envy of other people... Cause they have a girlfriend by their side and they are so happily together... While me, i'm all alone... But its alright, i don wish to think too much either... Jux hope that someone really shows care and concern for me, and not jux to ask me for motive or to used me for something...

My test ends at 10am later on and i have so much free time... And i don even know what to do next... But i'm meeting jasmine later on at 12:30pm ba if i am not wrong... Juz to pass her something and i leave le... Then i have nothing to do... Maybe meet my friends at tampines and slack ba... I'm not sure either... Anyway, those who post tag to me, i would like to thank u all for yr concern and care... I juz wish to know who is the person who write to me and care for me after my gf and i have break up... Anyway, thx for yr care & concern... I'm alright and i'll always be strong in mental... Alright le, i shall post again tomorrow, or maybe later on if anythings special happens...

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

3:39 am

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Today, i'm not feeling quite good in mood...

Although i did smile with my friends and go out for dinner and shopping with one of my friends who is buying a bag for his gf, but actually i'm not feeling happy at all... All i wish for is that my gf could give us personal time together... But, nvm...

I will jux accept what it is...

Sometimes i think why can't our relationship made known to people outside... Is it wrong for us to be together?... Or is it that i am too ashamed to let other people to know that she have a bf who is me?... Am i so worthless in my gf eyes?... I don't wish to think too much about it either...

Anyway, today my common test is quite easy, complete it in 35mins only... And i am quite confident in tomorrow's paper as well... Wish me all the best...

I might be feeling disappointed right now, even sad... But that doesn't stop me from caring and concerning about u... In fact, i still show u the same amount of love... This kind of feelings never change unless u don't want me anymore... Don't eat too much heaty food... Must be obedient ok, dear?... Forget what have happen today, and try to drink more water... x33 Jasmine Ng...

Shall post again tomorrow... Tired from today event... Shall rest le... take care...

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

10:02 pm

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

What a headache today...

Cause today test i have memorise all the things have should be learned and come out in the test, but in the end when i am taking the test, almost all the things i have memorise i forget... And this is such a headache... i force myself to remember all the things but only some of them i remember... Lets hope that i will not fail for this test for this module as well as other module...

I miss my dear dear today also... Donno how she is doing today... Cause she is sick and this let me become more worried for her... Some more she don have any medicine with her... Luckily tomorrow i'm meeting her so i can bring some medicine to her... If not donno when her sick will recover... However she doesn't seem like to have medicine... but nvm, i got my own ways to let her have those medicine... hehe, be careful wor dear, cause yr baby is on his way to let u eat medicine le wor, hahaha.... Lol, lame....

Alright, go back to serious topic... Luckily after today's paper, from tomorrow onwards, those paper i'm taking will be quite easy for me cause i know how to do those module and its one of my best... However, i will still remember to do my own revision de... Wish me good luck... And all the best to my test...

Anyway, thx ppl for tagging me... All the best for the things u all are doing...

Alright, i shall post again tomorrow, today kinda of over stressed over my test...

And, sincerely, i love u dear, and i will never leave u alone anymore... Got anything must let me know, I will always stay by yr side... I will always be yr pillar of support... I x33 Jasmine Ng...

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

5:29 pm

Monday, June 25, 2007

Today is my first day of common test today.... which will held later on at 4:30pm...

Today gonna be my tough paper cause i am poor in mathematics since young... Hope i can pass in the this paper...

I'm suppose to wake up in the morning very early like 3am like that to revise my maths... But i'm not able to wake up cause am really tired... Then later on meeting my dear at last le... Didn't see her for days le... The first thing i gonna do when i see her is to hug her... hehe... Hope she is doing fine in school right now... And right now, my head is still cracking the mathematics questions... Having a big headache now...

And Dear, don't think too much of things and stress which is happening around u all at once, remember that yr not alone cause i will always be by yr side helping u and supporting u all the way... I love You, this is not only words that i say using my mouth, but also promises that i will always be yr guardian angel...

Ok le, i shall post again tomorrow... And thx for the tag everyone who have tagged me...

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

9:01 am

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Hmm, today is my first post in my blog...
Today have went out with my bros who i know them for around since i am primary 4 ba...
Having extreme stress these few days cause tomorrow will be my first common test... And what more worst is that the module i am having tomorrow is mathematics... This is problematic to me... Haiz... But no choice, still have to face it no matter wat...

I miss my dear alot these days... Can't really see her these days... Hope she is doing all well at home... Tomorrow her school also reopen, and i have a feelings that she doesn't seem to like the school reopen tomorrow... Hehe, but no choice she still have to go ba...

Hope to see her tomorrow before i go to school... I miss her alot... I don know how to use words to convey what i am feeling... Hmm, all the best to my common test tomorrow too...
Shall post again tomorrow...

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

5:05 pm

MY FIRST POST! [=

♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣

12:15 pm