Saturday, July 21, 2007
Once again, i'm back to my blog again...
haven't been posting these few days cause i'm busy with my work, schoolwork, as well as bros...
But these few days i enjoy my bros company... having fun as well as fights... but then, i still wish that i've a gf who can care for me and show me concern... hope there is a average girl looking out there love someone like me... but its alright, shall nt talk about it... anyway, today i spar with a guy with fighting...
then, before i even know it started, he came and keep on kicking me... then i block him in a wrong way resulting in my left hands swollen and i can't do anything about it... but i guess no choice ba... hope it will almost recover by sunday cause i got work on sunday...
and now 3 of my bros are sleeping in my room... sad lei, cause i got no whr to sleep... but its alright, let them sleep in peace... then later going out with them to play dota which i'm poor at...
alright le, shall write till here... will be posting again tomorrow...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
4:22 am
Monday, July 16, 2007
I'm single again...
My gf have break up with me ytd... Its alright, i accept her decision as well as repect it... But then i really am feeling sad actually & really feel like crying... But then no tears really want to come out... I'm fine, and i still hang out with my grps of friends and go play together... I love their company... But then the presence that she used to give me still lingers.... And i feel like i've become a change person le... She say that we belong to 2 different world... And she prefer bad guys... Then i think i have make the wrong thing to become someone good... i should become someone bad... Then i think i shall be the person who is bad... This is a childish thing to do but then i've set my mind le...
i shall not talking about me and my ex-gf things le... But then i don have the mood to talk about any other things right now le... I shall post again tomorrow ba...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
7:03 am
Friday, July 13, 2007
I jux came back from work not long ago only and now is already 1:30am...
Hmm, today my work seems boring cause got not much customers today... So i'm actually slacking more than working... But then having fun with my colleuges and one of my classmate... Then on my way home, someone came to my mind right after my work... And thats my dear laopo... Miss her alot, donno what she is doing during that point in time... Must be slacking with her friends for sure... Thats her daily routine... ^^ But then i miss her alot thats for sure...
Luckily tomorrow i'm able to find her... Then will be able to see her face and able to touch her hands... And later will be my submission of my report man... And i have yet to complete even one of them... This is terrible... I guess i have to do it soon, if not, not jux i'm the only person who die, but also all my teammates in my grp will die cause all of them didn't do and are waiting for me to finish it...
Wat an idiot they are... But then no choice, still have to do it although one of the report belongs to the most difficult one... All the best to me... Alright le, i shall post again tomorrow...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
1:41 am
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Ytd wasn't a good day at all...
Cause ytd my gf father have seen her talking to the police and his dad has told his mum about everything... This makes her mood no good... But then the most worst case is that ytd me and my gf had a quarrel over something... Its about my friendster things... I have added one of her close friends which she really don like... I know its my fault dear, please forgive me... I really didn't even talk to the girl in msn or friendster... Ytd when we quarrel, she jux didn't really reply my msg and hanged up my call... Does she knows how much she has in my heart...
She really means alot to me... I don't know how to express it, but then ytd after she say all those things, i feel like i'm no difference from her ex-bf... I want her to know i am totally not like her ex-bf... I really care for her, i really wish she can be by my side, i really need her only and no one else... Must be a stupid things to write out all these when i know she isn't reading it... But then ytd i'm really sad, no mood to work... Does she knows i won't anyhow find other girls... Does she trust me... Now she jux treats me coldly... Although i didn't drop any tears, but my heart feel discomfort and pain... I am true about her as well as this relationship, i don wish it to end...
Alright le, i don wish to continue le... Not in the mood right now le... Shall post again tomorrow...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
9:57 am
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Lots of things happen ytd...
firstly is my work... At first my work goes smoothly, until my manager give me a task of opening bottle of white wine and serve the customers... Thats the first time i do so i don't even know how to do... Then my manager show me how to do... In the process, i learn and also i make alot of minor mistakes and cause a laughing stock to my other manager... Wat a pain...
Then another bad thing happens to my gf... She was caught by the police for smoking at the non-smoking area... Actually the police isn't here by luck, but actually they are here cause my gf friend's friend mother call up one... Then that mother talk alot of craps to my gf and even say things which she and i don even like to hear... One day i swear i going to find problem with her... That old lady better watch out for saying all those things to my gf... As long as i am by her side, no one can ever thinks that she is that kind of person...
And i didn't post any ytd cause i'm working and i'm beat... I miss my gf alot sia.... But no choice, she is working right now... And after she is off from her work, comes my work again... But luckily tomorrow there isn't any work for me, so i can go and find my gf... Hmm, looking forward towards tomorrow...
Alright le, i shall post again tomorrow if possible... Take care all, and my laopo.... Xiiaokoek miss u dear...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
9:48 am
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Boring...
later going to work later... I miss my dear laopo... Later can meet her le... For awhile only cause i still need to go to work... then no choice... Today she is studying wor... Don't know how much she can study... But then all the best to her studies... Must work hard hor...
Ytd i really enjoy the company of my laopo... She and i go meet her cousin and her gf... Then upon entering the shop which her cousin gf works, she and her cousin gf try all kinds of sexy clothes... Then my face was =.='''.... Then my gf ask me wat if she wear those and go out shopping, then i say i can assure her that she will kena tio gan by me and kena beat by me... But then i believe she won't anyhow wear one... Then we keep on de siao each other... This is lame i know but then ytd is the first day she really beat me lei... Haha, i am so happy that she beat me... I must be crazy, but i rather she show her real behaviour to me which i really like... I love her real much, although she might not believe what i say, but then i still will say it... And time will show how much i love u... We will walk together and see the result together, hands hold together and never let go...
Alright le, i have to go le... Shall post again tomorrow, thx for yr tagged dear, i miss u...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
1:53 pm
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Today i'm feeling sick...
My head feels quite heavy, i think i going to have a fever soon le... So i have been drinking lots of water today... hope i will be fine later or latest by tomorrow...
But i am happy cause later can meet my laopo cass... she must be naughty today cause slacking all along... Later i beat u then u know... Joking only, i don bear to beat u one... I still want u to be with my along always... Must be lame but its truth... Hmm, tomorrow still got work which i feel quite bored cause tomorrow my friend isn't working and left me and some colleuges which i don't know them too well yet... But most importantly, hope i don't make any serious mistakes again... All the best to me...
Later my gf coming my house and i think the first thing she is going to do is to sleep... She is such a lazy bum, opps... No la, i can see that she is always tired one... Cause she have work early in the morning and she always sleep so late...
Hmm, shall post again tomorrow... All the best for you all...
My head feels quite heavy, i think i going to have a fever soon le... So i have been drinking lots of water today... hope i will be fine later or latest by tomorrow...
But i am happy cause later can meet my laopo cass... she must be naughty today cause slacking all along... Later i beat u then u know... Joking only, i don bear to beat u one... I still want u to be with my along always... Must be lame but its truth... Hmm, tomorrow still got work which i feel quite bored cause tomorrow my friend isn't working and left me and some colleuges which i don't know them too well yet... But most importantly, hope i don't make any serious mistakes again... All the best to me...
Later my gf coming my house and i think the first thing she is going to do is to sleep... She is such a lazy bum, opps... No la, i can see that she is always tired one... Cause she have work early in the morning and she always sleep so late...
Hmm, shall post again tomorrow... All the best for you all...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
2:04 pm
Friday, July 06, 2007
I'm starting to feel sick today...
i'm having a sort throat and i feel my body temperature is quite hot today... But its alright, i think i lack of rest due to working and studying which causes me lack of sleep... But i am happy cause later i'm meeting my gf le... Its like a sudden when we both knew each other... Maybe this is call fate ba... And i didn't know we both have so much in common... Enjoy being by her side... And i feel that she is not a bad girl, even if she is fierce, i know she have a kind person in herself... Its jux tat no one try to understand how she feels, and i'm here to fulfilled her needs... I won't leave her, thats a deal i made to myself...
Although we do not know each other for long, but somehow we have alot of things to say... My feelings right can't really used words to describe how i feel, but then i know u understand wat i'm trying to say... Thx for being by my side, in return, i will give u my life of companion as long as u don find it disgusting... Don't ever feel lonely, sad or despair, cause thats the last thing i wanted to see from yr face... May u be blessed with happiness and freedom and i will be there to guide u along, always... I love u my dear, Cassandra...
Hmm, alright le... i shall post again tomorrow... Thx people for yr tagged and all the best to all of u...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
6:29 pm
Thursday, July 05, 2007
I'm sorry that i didn't post anything for these few days...
Cause i have found a work and i'm, currently working as a waiter at clack quay near M.O.S there... Then i find the work there quite stressing but then i still manage to do it... However, on the first day of my work, my 2 boss come in and have their meal... And to my surprise, i drop the knife on one of my boss hands and the other forks drop on my other boss floor... This is very terrible... But then instead of them scolding me, they taught me the correct way of doing things... And after that incident, i tell myself that i will not make the same old mistakes again...
Then on the second day of my work, i feel much more easier to work... No as much stress as my first day of work... And i enough the company of my manager and my collegues... The place that i work in is a italian restruant... They sell all kind of italian food... And the food is quite nice... U all can come and try out the food there... The restruant name is call Via Veneto...
Although i enjoy my work, but its damn tiring as my work starts at 6pm and ends at 12am... And i still have school on the next day early in the morning... But nvm, nothing comes easily in life... So i will work hard in everything i do... All the best to me... Alright le, i shall post again tomorrow... And this sunday i have to work again... Sian...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
5:00 pm
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Wat a boring day...
My parent have gone out to malaysia for one day... And my younger sis go for her chalet... Which makes me the only person left at home... And i didn't find anyone who is free who can go out with me... And i have been rotting at home for the whole day... Whats more boring can it be...
Then tomorrow meeting with my bros also have been cancel which makes my day no sense of direction le... I don't know what to do... Its really irritating when u have lots of time and don't have things to do... Oh well, anyway, these 2 days have nothing much to post... I'm still living as i have always done...
And thx ppl for tagging me once again... And thx for yr care and concern... I'm not sad at all, don't worry about me... And take care my friends...
Shall post again tomorrow, now continue with my boring day le...
♣♥♠...Kenjo ~ Xiiao Koek...♠♥♣
2:26 am
